T’Shalach
T’Shalach: A Hebrew Word That Is A Desperate Cry For the Spirit of God.
As You Read This, Please Pray. Allow God to Move Your Heart To Wherever It Needs To Be. Allow His Heart To Become One With Yours. And Yes, It Is As Deep As It Sounds.
T’Shalach: By The Holy Spirit Through Eniola “Love” Abioye.
T’Shalach
A Cry of Despair for the Very Spirit of God
The Purity of Everything that is Everything Heavenly
T’Shalach
Descend upon us
Require our pursuit of holiness
Descend Your Glory
Your Essence
Your Love
Upon us
T’Shalach
We want to look like you
Require of us holiness
T’Shalach
Hear the Very Desperate Cry
Of Our Souls
T’Shalach
Abba
T’Shalach
Ruach HaKodesh
Move me to Life
Move me to Death
T’Shalach
Abba
Father
T’Shalach
Renew me by your Spirit
Move me to the Heavens
T’Shalach
Change me
As I pursue your Purpose
Let the Shadow of Darkness
Peel off of me
As the Essence of Grace and Love
Permeates strongly
From my Insides
As I become the Transparent Spirit Being
I was in the beginning
T’Shalach
I surrender my Spirit
I surrender mine to take your Yours
T’Shalach
Surround me
Put me in the Eye of The Cloud
Put in me the Eyes of the Master
Compassionate
I groan
As my flesh becomes uncomfortable
My Spirit CRIES to Yours
Deep Passion Cries to Deep Passion
T’Shalach…
He says: Just Worship*
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As you look at the link below: Let God’s presence move You to Pure Creativity As He Pours out His Love on You.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hp7iX-vyYLY&feature=related
Speechless: A Thanksgiving
*Send up your gratitude from wherever you are, whatever you are doing… On your phone, in the car, washing dishes, finishing the turkey, send up your gratitude in worship… Shoot if you have to go into the bedroom/bathroom and just to enter in and worship, do so. Because He deserves. If your heart is content where you are then worship from there, but give Him all you can, for He has given you all He has. I love you all and I pray you had an amazing Thanksgiving Day and Dinner. And that as you are tearing up the streets tomorrow on Black Friday, that God directs you to bless someone who isn’t expecting it. Love you All and Have an amazing Weekend!!!!
…Oooh, just a little more…. Lord, be a part of my every day walk. Let me smell like you. Let me dwell in your presence in my everyday reality. Lord, help me not to just see you as a distant entity, but an intimate aspect of who I am. Let me line up with everything that you are. And God, for anyone who has not yet understood the intimacy that is possible and available in Christ, please present to them that revelation RIGHT NOW… For anyone who is in need of anything from you, GOD… ANYTHING that you have according to your riches in Glory, I pray that you give it to them, give them the wisdom, the favor, the grace to receive and the character and integrity to keep it… Anoint each person reading in a special thanksgiving anointing, that on this day they remember that I do have something to be grateful for: He loved me, even while I was still a sinner, He loved me. He loves me, even while I still sin, He loves me. And when I call on Jesus’s name, I am saved from sin. I am saved from anything set in place to hinder my purpose. So, I God I completely accept and receive your finished work on the cross and the power of the Blood of Your Son, Jesus in my life. You are a GOOD God.
Love you, Daddy. In the name of Jesus Christ Amen.
I love you all!!!
Happy Turkey Day…lol*
The Creative Sound 12/20/2007
The only way for this generation to be reached is through another generation. We have to approach this generation with a vengeance. We have to approach it with a passion. We have to make it so that we are walking like REAL warriors. This is no time for lally-gagging, wishy-washy, and play-play Christianity. The vengeance inside of you has to rise, so that you are bubbling with HOLY anger. You have to want to fight with everything inside of you. Worship. Praise. Anger the enemy, by fighting Him in the way that others would never fight. We have to fight by BUILDING. We must raise up as a remnant. We have to come up with our Creative Sound. With our own ministratons. We must create because our Father was and is a Creator. Satan can match up to creation, because He does is KILL, STEAL and DESTROY. His tactics are the same. His arrows come in the same shape and brand as they did years ago. We must not allow our flames to die. Fire. Fire. Fire. We must release ourselves into an intense atmosphere of worship. Because we have to fight this SPIRITUAL BATTLE in our flesh bodies. We must give ourselves to prayer and fasting, because with this we strengthen our Spirits. Perversion, pain, suicide and depression and all the other things that come with it can only bow down in the precense of God. So we have to be bold and we have to be strong. Because these issues are real. No, they are not things that are pulled out of statistics, but seen in real life. We must fight with power. Not with anything, but our Swords. We have to create. We have to innovate. Invent. Come up with. We are not cowards. Nor are we copy-cats, modifiers or corrupters of creation, but we are the newly, freshed, refreshed and young creators here to create an atmosphere where Jesus is glorified…HIGH above EVERYthing. FIRE!!! It is coming.
Inside 2008 1/1/08
Happy New Year. May God continue to repenish you. To fill you with Him. To abide inyou and cover you. Stay blessed. I love you.
I’m inside 2008
Im inside my New
No ore will yesterday
Yesteryear
Be on my mind
No, not the accident
Not, the losses
Not thebreakups
Not the downfalls
Not the backslides
Not the pain
Nothe the hurt
Not the insecurity
Not the fear
Not the nightmares
Not the…
I learned
I grew
I understood
Its different now
Don’t expect the same person
No apologies this time
I was wrong the first time
I went the wrong way the first imte
But now, I’m doing it
I’m doing it God’s way
I’m hearing Him
I fall, I get up
I cry, I laugh
I see, I don’t
I win, I lose
No.
You don’t scare me
I canlook you in the eyes and know
That you are not the beginning nor are you the end of me
My ’08 is bright
Because my God is bigger than 2008
My God is bigger than 2207
My God is bigger…
So this is my ’08 in a few:
I’m going to live like never before
No one will stop my dream
My dream won’t be smothered by others
I will walk in the new confidence
I will walk fearlessly
I will not apologize for being me
I’m walking to a WHOLE different tune
I’ll make mistakes, but I’ll learn
You, past, have no control over my future
You, sin, cannot win
So the demons that visit me from time to time
To make my progress stagnate
You lose
God wins
I wll worship more
I will praise more
I will live more
I’ve stopped existing in this bubble called life
Because in life you’re supposed to live
Its not lexist and death
But Its life and death
So I’m living my life
See, I’ve already died and I may die again
But as for now, I’m living
I’m living in my new life
I’m living in my The Life
So, am I anticipating 2008?
New Me *08
I’m not your slave!
I’m not your slave!
I
AM
NOT
YOUR
SLAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You have got me for the LAST time.
This is a NEW year.
I am LIVING as a NEW WOMAN.
I am SICK and TIRED of you winning.
I AM SICK and TIRED of YOU!!!!
NO MORE!!!!
NO MORE!!!!
I came in this world your slave, but I’m leaving your Master.
I came in this world with pain, but I’m leaving perfected.
I came in rough, but I’m leaving SMOOTH!!!!
My future is bright.
I see the Light.
I see the Holiness.
I see the PAIN Reliever.
I see the Hope.
I see the GRACE.
I see the MERCY.
I see the DOOR.
I see the ROCK.
I see the WAY.
I see the LOVE.
I see the TRUTH.
I see the MAN.
I see the LORD.
I see the LIFE!
THE LIFE!!!
YES!!!!! YESS!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
You thought you could take me down….You thought I was going….You thought I would RUN…You thought I would LOSE…You thought I would die….You thought you could have me…You thought…BOO….HA,,,,You thought DEAD WRONG!!!!
I am on Fire….My Passion grew…My Hope stands…My Truth remains the same…I serve a God of ALLLLLLLLL AGES!!!! I serve the Ancient of Days. My God will never die. My God will stay living…..Don’t play me!!!! And even if you do….You gon fall into the trap you set for me… You gon get stuck in the box you tried to trap me in.
BUMP you!!!! I’m living NOT existing………………………………REDEEMED.
Renew Your Passion
Renew Your Passion
Allow your heart to broken
By God
For the hearts that are broken
By life, not The Life
Give them The Life
On your knees
Touch their knees,
their elbows, joints,
their organs, their
hearts
With lifeline telephone jack
Straight to the throne of Order
Throne of Compassion
Renew Your Passion
Take yourself out of Yourself
And step into some other Self
No, not like that of one with
Bad intentions
But one with No Limitations
No intentions, but a Heart
To Heal…Remove yourself
from Yourself
And intercede for another Self
Imagine what you have
What another could Have
Imagine giving them
The same Assurance you have
Imagine if the Whole World
Society
Community
Knew of the Love that Never Ends
The Love that Ever continues
The healing Love
The touching Love
The Love
Because you cannot love as an action
You have to Be Love
God Is Love
So give Love
Don’t just Love
or love
Allow the rip and injury in the Heart
To be removed and to be broken
You’ve been delivered
Now guide the Undelivered to the Deliverer
Let them receive their Deliverance
Peace
Unshakeable
Unexplainable
Let them see Hope
And then once they have it
They can seep it out to others
Who need it
Open your hearts
And arms
In True Compassion
Pull them from the Unquenchable Fire
That seems so comfortable
But is damaging so many
And lead them to Waters Everlasting
My Life is Not My Life
My view is beyond anything in my present view
Realized: that no matter how much I want to bury my head in the sand
No matter how hard the rock and the hard place may be
No matter how many people’s eyes seem to miss you by milimeter
No matter how many people push past you
No matter how unnoticed I go
I matter
If I didn’t matter how would be dead by now
I would have drowned in that pool that Sunday afternoon
I would have died in that car accident that Monday evening
I would have lost my life on the way to America in ’96
I would have been miscarried
I would have been cursed
I would have been stillborn
I would have NOT been
See, I open my innermost for you to understand that
This world phases me NONE
I open myself up for you to realize that I am a work-in-progress
On my way to perfection
Being perfected.
YOU may not notice me
YOU may not love me
YOU may not care for me,
BUT——
YOU may not take my Destiny
YOU may not take my Life that is not my Own
YOU may not take my Future or my Present
YOU may not take my Promise
YOU may not take my Pride
YOU may not take my Faith
YOU may not take Me
YOU may NOT!!!
See,
The air I breath
The water I drink
The food I intake
The apparel I put-on
-Borrowed.
My God
My Salvation
My Faith
My Blood-my Blood from the Source–the Father–through His Son
-Everlastingly, Infinitly Eternal…
I live with a Purpose, Direction and Future. To give hope to those who don’t believe they have anything to live for.
I smile because I have happiness.
I cried because I had sorrow.
I laugh because it is hilarious.
I mourned because it died.
But now, because I am living a life of eternity…That doesn’t end when I close my eyes to this existence…That only rebegins when I enter the Pearly Gates…I will sprint into the lap of my Daddy…No emotion will be able to encompass my emotion…I will dive into the depths of His presence, with all the time in the world….He called me out of darkness…He called my Royal…He called me a Priestess….He called me Beautiful…He called me Wonderful…He called me His Own…..As a matter of FACT, He called me.
“I Am because He is who He is in Me.”
Unexplained
I will do it
With the capacity to think it
I will do it
With all that is in me
I will do it
Nothing can stop me
I contemplate and I believe
I dream
I dream of the infinite impossibilities
Of a limitless entity and find the within me
I have every thing I need
I don’t limit myself to imagination
Imagination is my launch pad for action
I act on my imagination
I have boldness in me
That can only be subtly expressed through words
Is there a possibility that words are the least of what I can do
Yes. It is possible. Probable. True.
What if turn my dream from a
Dream.
To a
Goal.
To a
Imagination.
To a
Reality.
What if it becomes MY Living Reality.
Will I be stopped? No.
Why?
I live in the existence of an Invisible God
A God so immaculate that has no beginning and no end
A God is so timeless, He can stop it just so it can play out consistently and produce history, present, and destiny.
A God so beautiful that His beauty is contained in everything He spoke into existence
A God so real that you feel His breath every time you breath
A God so amazing that He chooses to give to us what we took for granted.
Life. Life abundantly.
This is just a little of His greatness…We haven’t even seen Him face-to-face yet?
Yet, we ADORE HIM. We LOVE HIM. We CHOOSE HIM! Just like He chose us.
beautiful.death
The eyes of my flesh are closing.
I am being drawn closer and closer to the supernatural light.
My heart of stone has stopped beating.
My deceitful pulse has stopped as well.
The old relationships have been severed, because I don’t exist anymore.
I have rested in the peace that passes any kind of understanding.
I have been buried 7 feet deep in the ever refining dust of the Father.
I am being turned into a diamond.
I am being viewed as one who has no destiny, because of my direction.
I have attended my own funeral.
Said good-bye to my corpse of carnality.
Many believe this is my end.
However this is only my beginning and I am immensly anticipating my resurrection into my new life.
This is my beginning.
I have greeted the temple that Holy Spirit will abide in.
I have a New-Birth day.
I have a destiny.
I am a pearl.
It is well.
REGRET
I have decided to live life regretless.
I am sick of seeing all these people who added to the pain in my past
Made me regret my present
And tried to form my future
I have always been covered
I have always been saved
Always been preserved
For something greater than what anyONE
May have seen
Heard or
Spoken Of
I am so done
With caring about
Whether or not this matters
To this one or the one
Because you aren’t the One
There is no reason
For me to mold
Shape
Cast
Plan
My life after your own
When you aren’t the One
Who wrote my name down
In the Book Of Life
See, I see my life
With a big picture
A HUGE telescopic lense
Nothing in this world
Is capable of seperating me
From a love
So deep
So wide
So huge
So full
So real!!!!!!
So why?
Why does such and such deserve an explanation of why I am me?
Why should such and such ask me questions based on my purpose?
I am alive
I am free
I am pure
I am whole
I am seen
The way I am
Meant to be
Not the things I did
I have been injected
With a new kind of
Outlook
A new objection
When will I be able to
Express this to those
Who still search
Those who still look
There is only One place
You can find
FULL yet always flowing
TRUE yet always real
REAL yet always practical
AMAZING yet always able
SATISFYING yet never ending
INTIMATE yet pure
EXCILLARATING yet peaceful
This love
I FEEL in my belly
I FEEL in my toes
I FEEL in my heart
I FEEL in my soul
I FEEL in my innermost parts
I wish that I could have this love
Fill me as to where I breath it in and
Breath it out
This love overflows my insides
And my outs
This love is surrounding me
So your words
Your thoughts
Your anything
Is not able to pierce what is in me
This love can fight
But this love is so PURE!
Pure love
Untainted Care
Immaculate Grace
Fulfilling Mercy
Intentional
Purposed
Cleansed
Refreshed
Renewed
Abundant
Delightful
Amazing
Splendid
Full
Godly
Gracious
Majestic
Quenching
Love!!
That only God can give.
